SPN: Abandon All Hope
Nov. 19th, 2009 09:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
HOLY.FUCKING.SHIT.
I don't even...
I can't....
I AM A MESS. AN ABSOLUTE SOBBING WRECK.
But, OMG, what a Show!
Crowley really is a BAMF. I hope we get to see him again. Mark Sheppard's first on-screen kiss and it's with a dude! That made me LOL a bit, for some reason.
Castiel doing tequila shots.
The family photo.
The Reapers.
Castiel getting trapped by Lucifer. Trying to break out and not being able to exorcise Meg. That was HUGE.
Ellen and Jo. ELLEN AND JO!!! *sob* Seriously, that took like half a box of kleenex. Pregnancy hormones suck. I thought Jo was going to be bad enough when she got ripped apart. But add Ellen? Damn you Kripke! :-P
And Lucifer's confrontation with Sam? as;oeiifj;adsoifgj But, see. That's his thing. He doesn't have to lie. And now we know when and where Sam's supposed to say yes. And now that we know, we can avoid that.
And I cannot wait to see who they get to play Death.
BUT JANUARY 21ST?!?!?!? aS:ldkfjaegj DAMN FUCKING HELLATUS.
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Date: 2009-11-20 05:18 am (UTC)I cried so much the neck of my shirt got wet from them running down. Seriously.
Ellen loved her little girl so, so much. God, what an amazing mother, to die with her. And when she did the, "It's okay. That's my good girl." thing? I lost it so bad.
Damn, here I go again, tearing up just thinking about it.
And Dean! OMG Dean! And that kiss! There was so much pain in that kiss, so much promise that was wasted. Now I'm left wondering - did he see them having a future after the war? Could they have had? There's no doubt in my mind that they loved each other (I've also had a bit of a soft spot for Dean/Jo, but after this, I swear... damn... crying again).
I can only take comfort in the thought of the boys in scrubs, and believing they're insane. Or at least, Dean believing he's insane. It almost looked like maybe Sam wasn't succumbing to whatever it was... but yeah. Boys in scrubs. Just gonna focus on that.
Because if I think about Ellen and Jo, I'm gonna bawl again.
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Date: 2009-11-20 01:42 pm (UTC)Yeah. This whole thing. Just, ugh. I'm sure I'd do the same thing, though, if I was in Ellen's shoes.
I've had a bit of a soft spot for Dean/Jo, too. Though I am kind of glad they never really went there on the show like they were planning. I think in the back of Dean's mind if ever thought about settling down after everything was over, it would be with someone like Jo. She knows what he did/does. Knows what the life is about. He wouldn't have to hide or pretend anything with her. I think they could have been good, if they had had the chance.
The episode when they come back sounds really interesting. The boys talked about it at the breakfast a bit and it sounded like at first they're just pretending to be crazy to check out the creepy goings-on in the hospital. But it turns real? But, yes. Boys is scrubs. Yum.... ;-)
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Date: 2009-11-20 05:29 am (UTC)But no, I'm bawling and moping when I should be squeeing.
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Date: 2009-11-20 05:50 am (UTC)I did so much Castiel squeeing this episode. *still squeeing*
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Date: 2009-11-20 01:44 pm (UTC)So much Castiel to squee over this ep. He was awesome.
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Date: 2009-11-20 01:47 pm (UTC)Oh Ellen. *sob*
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Date: 2009-11-21 01:51 am (UTC)Eep... so hoping that we will avoid Sam saying yes.... *bites fingernails nervously*
IKR?? I thought all along it was going to be January 14th!! Grrr....
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Date: 2009-11-21 03:12 am (UTC)And then I got pointed to Samantha Ferris' blog that she wrote and I started crying all over again. *sniff*