QAF Fanfic: Surrender Part 3/4
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Notes: Sorry about the huge delay in getting this out. Turns out wedding planning takes up more time than you think! And my muse decided to go on vacation without me. LOL. Anyway, I hope you guys like this and that it was worth the wait.
Justin awoke the next morning to the sound of the shower running. He frowned, wondering why Brian was showering without him. They always showered together in the morning. Perhaps Brian was a little embarrassed about what had happened last night. Justin was still awed that Brian had trusted him with that. He decided not to push too much though, and got out of bed to make coffee. Brian was useless before he’d had his first cup.
He was just pouring a cup for himself when he saw Brian come down from the bedroom. He was wearing only his towel and there was still water dripping from his hair. Justin bounded over to him, placing a quick kiss on his lips.
“Good morning,” he said with a smile.
“Hmph,” Brian grunted back.
“What’s the matter? Didn’t you sleep well?”
“Not so much. I had this annoying pain in my ass all night,” Brian replied without humor.
Justin’s face fell at that comment. He thought Brian had enjoyed himself last night. He had certainly seemed to at the time.
“I’m sorry,” he stammered. “I thought you enjoyed what we did last night.”
“Well, you thought wrong,” Brian snapped.
“What the hell is wrong with you? You asked me to do that. OK, yes, I talked about it a lot, but I would have understood if last night had never happened.”
“Yeah, well maybe it shouldn’t have.”
“Fuck you, Brian! I know who and what you are. You didn’t have to let me fuck you. You know what, never mind. I’ll see you later.”
Justin stormed up to the bedroom and threw his clothes on as fast as he could. Brian knew he had pushed it too far from the look on Justin’s face. He made his way to the bedroom, hoping Justin might give him a chance to explain. Justin turned around to storm off and found Brian blocking his path out of the bedroom.
“Excuse me,” he said curtly, eyes fixed firmly on the ground.
“Would you just wait a second?”
“No! You have made it perfectly clear that you don’t want me here anymore, so I will just leave. I’ll see you at the studio.”
He squeezed by Brian and ran for the door as fast as he could. He couldn’t let Brian see the tears forming in his eyes.
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When Justin got to the studio, he immediately went to his dressing room, hoping to avoid Brian for as long as he could. Unfortunately, they had a scene to film today, so he couldn’t hide all day. Eventually, he left to go to the make-up table and get ready for filming. The scene was not too involved today – no sex – just some kissing. But they would be naked. And it was a rather intense discussion they would be having. It was the whole condom/fucking bareback discussion they had had in real life on a few occasions. He was just getting finished when he saw Brian coming up behind him in the mirror.
“Hey,” Brian greeted him.
“Hi,” Justin said shortly.
“Look, about this morning,” Brian began.
“It’s fine, Brian,” Justin interrupted, his blue eyes cold and lacking the passion they usually held. “I understand. Let’s just get through the scene today, OK?”
They stared at each other for a moment longer before Brian gave a curt nod and walked away. Justin let out a breath he wasn’t aware he had been holding and made his way back to his dressing room to put on his robe.
It still seemed strange to him to be in this position and career. But he also counted himself lucky to have found Brian. He knew there were others out there that weren’t as kind as him. Regardless of what Brian had said and done this morning, Justin knew he wasn’t the heartless asshole most people saw. He should have given Brian a chance to explain, but he had just been so mad at Brian’s dismissal he had to get away. He hoped Brian would allow them the chance to talk after filming was done.
As he walked onto the set, he found Brian already waiting for him, smoking a cigarette and naked as the day he was born spread out on the bed. Brian was always so comfortable in his skin, Justin was kind of jealous of it. There were times when Brian would wander the set, balls bare. Justin, though, had to have a robe on if he wasn’t filming.
“Ah, Justin, there you are,” he heard Tony say. “Is, um, is everything OK?”
“Yeah, why?”
“Well, Brian seems, um, not quite himself. Did you guys have a fight or something?”
“More like a minor disagreement,” Justin replied. “Brian had some bug up his ass this morning when he woke up. But I’m sure we’ll work it out.”
“Good. But everything’s fine for filming?”
“Oh, yes. No need to worry about that. We’re all professionals here.”
Justin left Tony to go get the cameras set and went to go join Brian on the bed.
“So, um, do you want to go get some dinner when we’re done?” Justin asked tentatively.
“Can’t. I have plans.”
“Oh. Are you meeting the guys somewhere?”
“No.”
“Oh.”
Well, there went that idea then. Justin had been hoping he could get Brian to order in some takeout so they could talk about what happened. He should have known better. Brian Kinney didn’t talk. Well, not about anything that mattered, anyway. Brian probably just needed more time to cool off.
However, as soon as Tony called action, Brian was all professional and they made it through the scene with no problems. Justin found himself getting caught up in the moment, wishing it didn’t end before the sex got started. But this scene was just a little interlude in the overall story of “JT” and Brian.
As soon as the scene was done, Brian hopped off the bed and was off the set. Justin watched as stopped to talk to one of the extras they had had on set for another scene. He watched as Brian smiled and stroked his finger down the other man’s chest. Now he knew what Brian’s plans were. And it hurt. He had to blink back tears before anyone saw him. No, they weren’t in a relationship and they weren’t “exclusive” in any sense of the word. But Justin had thought there was maybe something more going on – especially after what happened last night. He guessed it was just one more thing he had been wrong about.
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An hour later, Justin found himself wandering in the direction of the Liberty Diner. He had gone there with Brian on several occasions and was hoping Emmett might be there. He really needed to talk to someone about what was going on with Brian and Emmett was his most likely prospect. He had considered Michael, but knew he could never tell Brian’s best friend what had happened. Plus Michael just didn’t like him. He still held Brian up on some sort of god-like pedestal. And Ted, well, that was just a big, fat no. As luck would have it, Emmett was there with the gang when Justin walked inside. His heart dropped at the thought of having to spend time with Michael and not having Brian there to act as a buffer.
“Hey, baby,” Emmett cooed as Justin approached.
“Hi, Emmett. Hey, everyone,” Justin replied.
“What’s wrong, honey? Where’s Brian?” Emmett asked.
“He had other plans.”
Everybody nodded as they understood what that meant.
“We were just about to head off to Babylon,” Ted said. “Did you want to come?”
“No, thanks. I just want to get some dinner and head home.”
“Do you want some company, sweetie?” Emmett asked. “I had an exhausting day today and was thinking about heading home, giving myself a facial, maybe a pedicure. Wanna have a girls’ night in with me?”
“Really?” Justin asked.
“Sure! It’ll be loads of fun. I just got some new bath salts that are supposed to be very relaxing on your feet that I’ve been dying to try out.”
“Yeah, that would be great, Emmett. Thanks.”
“No problem, honey. Now hurry up and order so we can get going.”
A short time later, the two were off back to Emmett’s apartment. After chatting for a bit about inconsequential, every day things, they got down to the heart of the matter.
“So, what happened?” Emmett asked.
“Em, you have to swear that what I am about to tell you will not leave your lips. It could really hurt Brian if it got out. Okay?”
“I promise. This must be really serious.”
“It is. Last night, I, uh, well, he, um…heletmetophim,” Justin rushed out in one breath.
“HE WHAT?”
“Emmett!”
“I’m sorry! It’s just…I can’t believe that happened! Brian hasn’t bottomed in, well, years! God, you must be really special to him.”
“Well, that’s what I thought, too. But then this morning, he was acting like a complete asshole saying how he’d wished last night had never happened and then hitting on the extras in front of me on set. I mean, I know last night was a huge deal. And, honestly, I wasn’t really expecting him to let it happen so soon. If ever, really. But, god! He was practically begging for it!”
“Brian Kinney? Begging for it?” Emmett asked incredulously.
“Well, you know. As much as Brian begs for anything. I mean, he was definitely getting excited about it. But now, I don’t know. What do I do, Em?”
“Knowing what I know about Brian, which really isn’t that much, I imagine he’s probably freaking out about what happened. He’s always been the big, beefy top giving it to all the hot, young thangs. Role reversal is not something he takes to very well. I imagine if you just give him some space, and time to fuck a few anonymous guys, he’ll come around.”
“Thanks, Em. I’m glad you’re my friend.”
“No problem, sweetie!” he said pulling Justin into a hug. “Now, whaddya say we tear into that ice cream and give our feet a nice relaxing soak?”
Justin laughed as Emmett pranced around the apartment getting everything ready. He only hoped that Brian really would come around.
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Justin had the next day off, so it wasn’t until two days later when he finally saw Brian at the set. Justin took Emmett’s advice, however, and waited for Brian to approach him. He really didn’t have to wait long as Brian tracked him down in his dressing room a short time later.
“Hey,” he said.
“Hey,” Justin replied.
“Um, so, you wanna come over tonight?”
“Sure,” Justin replied, trying not to get too excited about Brian’s invitation.
“Cool. We’ll leave when we’re done. You wanna stop at the diner first?”
“Yeah, that’s fine.”
“OK. See you later then.”
“Later.”
Justin immediately started jumping around his dressing room, not really trying to contain himself anymore. He pulled out his cell phone so he could update Emmett on the latest news.
“Hey, Em!”
“Hey, sweetie! Good news?”
“Yeah! Brian just asked me to come over tonight. We’re going to the diner for a bite first, though. Are you gonna be there later?”
“I’m sure I will be. I get off at 5:00, so I will see you there.”
“Great! Oh, and Em, you won’t say anything, right?”
“Of course not. You can count on me to keep my trap shut!”
“Thanks, Em. I’ll see you later.”
“Later!”
Brian made his way out to the make-up chair to get ready for today’s scene. Today was a little tricky. Brian and JT were on a “date” at the baths. They were going to be fucking side by side. It was another scene to show JT’s enhancing sexuality and him becoming more on par with Brian. After all, if they were “together,” JT had to be able to give as good as got.
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A few hours later, Brian and Justin were on their way to the diner, a comfortable silence sat between them.
“I talked to Tony,” Brian started. “We’re going to have the release party for the first film next week.”
“A release party?”
“Yeah, we usually rent out some big space, have a party, show the film. It’s a good time.”
“Do I have to go?” Justin asked nervously. He wasn’t sure if he would be able to sit there and watch himself getting fucked on a big screen.
“Yes, you have to go. You’re the star of the movie. After me, of course.”
“Of course.”
“What’s the matter, Sunshine? Scared?”
“I’m not scared,” Justin replied emphatically. “I’m just nervous, I guess. I don’t know that I could stand to be in a room full of people watching you and me fuck on screen.”
“Come on. You know it’ll be hot.”
Justin blushed at Brian’s comment. And he had to agree. It would be hot.
They pulled up to the diner a few minutes later and Justin was happy to see that Brian grabbed his hand as they walked inside. It seemed like what Emmett said had been true – just give Brian some time and he came around.
The rest of the gang joined them a short time later. Brian announced the plans for the upcoming release party and Justin started blushing at all the hooting and hollering they started in with.
“Will you guys shut up?” he asked. “I don’t really want the whole world to know.”
“Honey,” Em said. “This is Liberty Avenue – home to the best gossip queens in all of PA. By this time tomorrow, everyone will be clamoring for a ticket to get in. These parties are usually the hottest thing in town. And with you there now, forget it. You’re gonna be a star, so you best get used to it.”
Justin knew Emmett meant well, but it still made him all a little nervous. What if his parents found out? The Liberty area of town wasn’t as isolated as some people seemed to think it was. He had already caused his parents enough hurt and embarrassment.
Brian looked over and sensed a change in Justin’s mood. Maybe this was all a little too much too soon.
“Justin? You okay?” he asked quietly.
Justin just nodded in response; he didn’t quite trust his voice at this point.
“All right, let’s go. Later guys, we’re out of here.”
He ushered Justin out of the booth and back to the jeep before he could protest. Keeping an eye on Justin on the ride back to the loft, Brian knew something was seriously bothering him.
“What’s wrong?” Brian asked as soon as they were back up in the loft.
“What? Oh, nothing,” Justin replied.
“Bullshit. Something is bothering you and you better tell me before I resort to tickle torture!”
“You wouldn’t!”
“Oh, wouldn’t I, blondie?” Brian said, glad to see some sense of humor returning.
“I, uh, it’s just…what if my parents find out?”
“Find out what?”
“What I’m doing? There’s gonna be a huge party, which means there’s going to be press for it. Which means my name is going to be on everything. They’re bound to find out and I just can’t do that to them. I’ve already put them through enough with the whole gay thing, but if they find out I’m doing porn, then they’re friends will find out and it would just be horrible!” Justin exclaimed on the verge of tears.
“Okay, first, calm down. Take some deep breaths and we’ll talk about this. Now, why do you care what your parents think anyway? They kicked you out just because you happen to be gay. To me, they don’t deserve any more of your time or thoughts.”
“But, they’re my parents, Brian. I know what they did was horrible and inexcusable, but I still love them and I guess I hoped that one day, this might all blow over and we could be a family again. But if they find out about this, there’s no way that’s going to happen.”
Brian wasn’t sure what to do at this point. Ever since he’d left home, he hadn’t been in contact with his family at all. They might as well all be dead, as much as he cared. But Justin had a completely different home life. He’d had loving parents and a sister and they did real family things. And then everything got turned upside down.
“I don’t know what will happen. But I promise that whatever does come of this, I’ll be here to help you through it.”
“Really?”
“Really. Now come on, let’s go to bed. It’s been too long since I’ve had a piece of your ass,” he said trying to lighten the mood.
“Okay,” Justin said with a little laugh. “I missed you, too.”
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After a vigorous round of sex, Justin curled up next to Brian and promptly fell asleep. What was he going to do about this kid? He never, ever, fucked anyone more than once. Not even on camera. And here he was, letting Justin stay over, fucking him almost every night – it was getting ridiculous. He was going to have to do something to get the kid out on his own. But he knew he couldn’t really do anything until filming was over and they had at least one more film to do in the series. Shit, Brian really was screwed.
TO BE CONTINUED…
Part 4
Part 2
Notes: Sorry about the huge delay in getting this out. Turns out wedding planning takes up more time than you think! And my muse decided to go on vacation without me. LOL. Anyway, I hope you guys like this and that it was worth the wait.
Justin awoke the next morning to the sound of the shower running. He frowned, wondering why Brian was showering without him. They always showered together in the morning. Perhaps Brian was a little embarrassed about what had happened last night. Justin was still awed that Brian had trusted him with that. He decided not to push too much though, and got out of bed to make coffee. Brian was useless before he’d had his first cup.
He was just pouring a cup for himself when he saw Brian come down from the bedroom. He was wearing only his towel and there was still water dripping from his hair. Justin bounded over to him, placing a quick kiss on his lips.
“Good morning,” he said with a smile.
“Hmph,” Brian grunted back.
“What’s the matter? Didn’t you sleep well?”
“Not so much. I had this annoying pain in my ass all night,” Brian replied without humor.
Justin’s face fell at that comment. He thought Brian had enjoyed himself last night. He had certainly seemed to at the time.
“I’m sorry,” he stammered. “I thought you enjoyed what we did last night.”
“Well, you thought wrong,” Brian snapped.
“What the hell is wrong with you? You asked me to do that. OK, yes, I talked about it a lot, but I would have understood if last night had never happened.”
“Yeah, well maybe it shouldn’t have.”
“Fuck you, Brian! I know who and what you are. You didn’t have to let me fuck you. You know what, never mind. I’ll see you later.”
Justin stormed up to the bedroom and threw his clothes on as fast as he could. Brian knew he had pushed it too far from the look on Justin’s face. He made his way to the bedroom, hoping Justin might give him a chance to explain. Justin turned around to storm off and found Brian blocking his path out of the bedroom.
“Excuse me,” he said curtly, eyes fixed firmly on the ground.
“Would you just wait a second?”
“No! You have made it perfectly clear that you don’t want me here anymore, so I will just leave. I’ll see you at the studio.”
He squeezed by Brian and ran for the door as fast as he could. He couldn’t let Brian see the tears forming in his eyes.
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When Justin got to the studio, he immediately went to his dressing room, hoping to avoid Brian for as long as he could. Unfortunately, they had a scene to film today, so he couldn’t hide all day. Eventually, he left to go to the make-up table and get ready for filming. The scene was not too involved today – no sex – just some kissing. But they would be naked. And it was a rather intense discussion they would be having. It was the whole condom/fucking bareback discussion they had had in real life on a few occasions. He was just getting finished when he saw Brian coming up behind him in the mirror.
“Hey,” Brian greeted him.
“Hi,” Justin said shortly.
“Look, about this morning,” Brian began.
“It’s fine, Brian,” Justin interrupted, his blue eyes cold and lacking the passion they usually held. “I understand. Let’s just get through the scene today, OK?”
They stared at each other for a moment longer before Brian gave a curt nod and walked away. Justin let out a breath he wasn’t aware he had been holding and made his way back to his dressing room to put on his robe.
It still seemed strange to him to be in this position and career. But he also counted himself lucky to have found Brian. He knew there were others out there that weren’t as kind as him. Regardless of what Brian had said and done this morning, Justin knew he wasn’t the heartless asshole most people saw. He should have given Brian a chance to explain, but he had just been so mad at Brian’s dismissal he had to get away. He hoped Brian would allow them the chance to talk after filming was done.
As he walked onto the set, he found Brian already waiting for him, smoking a cigarette and naked as the day he was born spread out on the bed. Brian was always so comfortable in his skin, Justin was kind of jealous of it. There were times when Brian would wander the set, balls bare. Justin, though, had to have a robe on if he wasn’t filming.
“Ah, Justin, there you are,” he heard Tony say. “Is, um, is everything OK?”
“Yeah, why?”
“Well, Brian seems, um, not quite himself. Did you guys have a fight or something?”
“More like a minor disagreement,” Justin replied. “Brian had some bug up his ass this morning when he woke up. But I’m sure we’ll work it out.”
“Good. But everything’s fine for filming?”
“Oh, yes. No need to worry about that. We’re all professionals here.”
Justin left Tony to go get the cameras set and went to go join Brian on the bed.
“So, um, do you want to go get some dinner when we’re done?” Justin asked tentatively.
“Can’t. I have plans.”
“Oh. Are you meeting the guys somewhere?”
“No.”
“Oh.”
Well, there went that idea then. Justin had been hoping he could get Brian to order in some takeout so they could talk about what happened. He should have known better. Brian Kinney didn’t talk. Well, not about anything that mattered, anyway. Brian probably just needed more time to cool off.
However, as soon as Tony called action, Brian was all professional and they made it through the scene with no problems. Justin found himself getting caught up in the moment, wishing it didn’t end before the sex got started. But this scene was just a little interlude in the overall story of “JT” and Brian.
As soon as the scene was done, Brian hopped off the bed and was off the set. Justin watched as stopped to talk to one of the extras they had had on set for another scene. He watched as Brian smiled and stroked his finger down the other man’s chest. Now he knew what Brian’s plans were. And it hurt. He had to blink back tears before anyone saw him. No, they weren’t in a relationship and they weren’t “exclusive” in any sense of the word. But Justin had thought there was maybe something more going on – especially after what happened last night. He guessed it was just one more thing he had been wrong about.
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An hour later, Justin found himself wandering in the direction of the Liberty Diner. He had gone there with Brian on several occasions and was hoping Emmett might be there. He really needed to talk to someone about what was going on with Brian and Emmett was his most likely prospect. He had considered Michael, but knew he could never tell Brian’s best friend what had happened. Plus Michael just didn’t like him. He still held Brian up on some sort of god-like pedestal. And Ted, well, that was just a big, fat no. As luck would have it, Emmett was there with the gang when Justin walked inside. His heart dropped at the thought of having to spend time with Michael and not having Brian there to act as a buffer.
“Hey, baby,” Emmett cooed as Justin approached.
“Hi, Emmett. Hey, everyone,” Justin replied.
“What’s wrong, honey? Where’s Brian?” Emmett asked.
“He had other plans.”
Everybody nodded as they understood what that meant.
“We were just about to head off to Babylon,” Ted said. “Did you want to come?”
“No, thanks. I just want to get some dinner and head home.”
“Do you want some company, sweetie?” Emmett asked. “I had an exhausting day today and was thinking about heading home, giving myself a facial, maybe a pedicure. Wanna have a girls’ night in with me?”
“Really?” Justin asked.
“Sure! It’ll be loads of fun. I just got some new bath salts that are supposed to be very relaxing on your feet that I’ve been dying to try out.”
“Yeah, that would be great, Emmett. Thanks.”
“No problem, honey. Now hurry up and order so we can get going.”
A short time later, the two were off back to Emmett’s apartment. After chatting for a bit about inconsequential, every day things, they got down to the heart of the matter.
“So, what happened?” Emmett asked.
“Em, you have to swear that what I am about to tell you will not leave your lips. It could really hurt Brian if it got out. Okay?”
“I promise. This must be really serious.”
“It is. Last night, I, uh, well, he, um…heletmetophim,” Justin rushed out in one breath.
“HE WHAT?”
“Emmett!”
“I’m sorry! It’s just…I can’t believe that happened! Brian hasn’t bottomed in, well, years! God, you must be really special to him.”
“Well, that’s what I thought, too. But then this morning, he was acting like a complete asshole saying how he’d wished last night had never happened and then hitting on the extras in front of me on set. I mean, I know last night was a huge deal. And, honestly, I wasn’t really expecting him to let it happen so soon. If ever, really. But, god! He was practically begging for it!”
“Brian Kinney? Begging for it?” Emmett asked incredulously.
“Well, you know. As much as Brian begs for anything. I mean, he was definitely getting excited about it. But now, I don’t know. What do I do, Em?”
“Knowing what I know about Brian, which really isn’t that much, I imagine he’s probably freaking out about what happened. He’s always been the big, beefy top giving it to all the hot, young thangs. Role reversal is not something he takes to very well. I imagine if you just give him some space, and time to fuck a few anonymous guys, he’ll come around.”
“Thanks, Em. I’m glad you’re my friend.”
“No problem, sweetie!” he said pulling Justin into a hug. “Now, whaddya say we tear into that ice cream and give our feet a nice relaxing soak?”
Justin laughed as Emmett pranced around the apartment getting everything ready. He only hoped that Brian really would come around.
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Justin had the next day off, so it wasn’t until two days later when he finally saw Brian at the set. Justin took Emmett’s advice, however, and waited for Brian to approach him. He really didn’t have to wait long as Brian tracked him down in his dressing room a short time later.
“Hey,” he said.
“Hey,” Justin replied.
“Um, so, you wanna come over tonight?”
“Sure,” Justin replied, trying not to get too excited about Brian’s invitation.
“Cool. We’ll leave when we’re done. You wanna stop at the diner first?”
“Yeah, that’s fine.”
“OK. See you later then.”
“Later.”
Justin immediately started jumping around his dressing room, not really trying to contain himself anymore. He pulled out his cell phone so he could update Emmett on the latest news.
“Hey, Em!”
“Hey, sweetie! Good news?”
“Yeah! Brian just asked me to come over tonight. We’re going to the diner for a bite first, though. Are you gonna be there later?”
“I’m sure I will be. I get off at 5:00, so I will see you there.”
“Great! Oh, and Em, you won’t say anything, right?”
“Of course not. You can count on me to keep my trap shut!”
“Thanks, Em. I’ll see you later.”
“Later!”
Brian made his way out to the make-up chair to get ready for today’s scene. Today was a little tricky. Brian and JT were on a “date” at the baths. They were going to be fucking side by side. It was another scene to show JT’s enhancing sexuality and him becoming more on par with Brian. After all, if they were “together,” JT had to be able to give as good as got.
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A few hours later, Brian and Justin were on their way to the diner, a comfortable silence sat between them.
“I talked to Tony,” Brian started. “We’re going to have the release party for the first film next week.”
“A release party?”
“Yeah, we usually rent out some big space, have a party, show the film. It’s a good time.”
“Do I have to go?” Justin asked nervously. He wasn’t sure if he would be able to sit there and watch himself getting fucked on a big screen.
“Yes, you have to go. You’re the star of the movie. After me, of course.”
“Of course.”
“What’s the matter, Sunshine? Scared?”
“I’m not scared,” Justin replied emphatically. “I’m just nervous, I guess. I don’t know that I could stand to be in a room full of people watching you and me fuck on screen.”
“Come on. You know it’ll be hot.”
Justin blushed at Brian’s comment. And he had to agree. It would be hot.
They pulled up to the diner a few minutes later and Justin was happy to see that Brian grabbed his hand as they walked inside. It seemed like what Emmett said had been true – just give Brian some time and he came around.
The rest of the gang joined them a short time later. Brian announced the plans for the upcoming release party and Justin started blushing at all the hooting and hollering they started in with.
“Will you guys shut up?” he asked. “I don’t really want the whole world to know.”
“Honey,” Em said. “This is Liberty Avenue – home to the best gossip queens in all of PA. By this time tomorrow, everyone will be clamoring for a ticket to get in. These parties are usually the hottest thing in town. And with you there now, forget it. You’re gonna be a star, so you best get used to it.”
Justin knew Emmett meant well, but it still made him all a little nervous. What if his parents found out? The Liberty area of town wasn’t as isolated as some people seemed to think it was. He had already caused his parents enough hurt and embarrassment.
Brian looked over and sensed a change in Justin’s mood. Maybe this was all a little too much too soon.
“Justin? You okay?” he asked quietly.
Justin just nodded in response; he didn’t quite trust his voice at this point.
“All right, let’s go. Later guys, we’re out of here.”
He ushered Justin out of the booth and back to the jeep before he could protest. Keeping an eye on Justin on the ride back to the loft, Brian knew something was seriously bothering him.
“What’s wrong?” Brian asked as soon as they were back up in the loft.
“What? Oh, nothing,” Justin replied.
“Bullshit. Something is bothering you and you better tell me before I resort to tickle torture!”
“You wouldn’t!”
“Oh, wouldn’t I, blondie?” Brian said, glad to see some sense of humor returning.
“I, uh, it’s just…what if my parents find out?”
“Find out what?”
“What I’m doing? There’s gonna be a huge party, which means there’s going to be press for it. Which means my name is going to be on everything. They’re bound to find out and I just can’t do that to them. I’ve already put them through enough with the whole gay thing, but if they find out I’m doing porn, then they’re friends will find out and it would just be horrible!” Justin exclaimed on the verge of tears.
“Okay, first, calm down. Take some deep breaths and we’ll talk about this. Now, why do you care what your parents think anyway? They kicked you out just because you happen to be gay. To me, they don’t deserve any more of your time or thoughts.”
“But, they’re my parents, Brian. I know what they did was horrible and inexcusable, but I still love them and I guess I hoped that one day, this might all blow over and we could be a family again. But if they find out about this, there’s no way that’s going to happen.”
Brian wasn’t sure what to do at this point. Ever since he’d left home, he hadn’t been in contact with his family at all. They might as well all be dead, as much as he cared. But Justin had a completely different home life. He’d had loving parents and a sister and they did real family things. And then everything got turned upside down.
“I don’t know what will happen. But I promise that whatever does come of this, I’ll be here to help you through it.”
“Really?”
“Really. Now come on, let’s go to bed. It’s been too long since I’ve had a piece of your ass,” he said trying to lighten the mood.
“Okay,” Justin said with a little laugh. “I missed you, too.”
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After a vigorous round of sex, Justin curled up next to Brian and promptly fell asleep. What was he going to do about this kid? He never, ever, fucked anyone more than once. Not even on camera. And here he was, letting Justin stay over, fucking him almost every night – it was getting ridiculous. He was going to have to do something to get the kid out on his own. But he knew he couldn’t really do anything until filming was over and they had at least one more film to do in the series. Shit, Brian really was screwed.
TO BE CONTINUED…
Part 4
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