GRRRRRRR!!!!!! I'M PISSED!!!

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So, the jaw surgery thing.... Saw the surgeon yesterday and we had tentatively decided on a date of next Wednesday (eep!!) depending on if I could get in to see my ortho today or tomorrow for him to put the surgical wires on and everything. So I call the ortho they can get me in today. Call the surgeon (well, page) and get a call back. THEY CAN'T DO THE SURGERY NEXT WEDNESDAY. And this sucks cos they're all booked up for June so the earliest would be sometime in July. I'm going to Hawaii August 9th. July is just cutting it a little too close. Now, I have to wait until after Hawaii for this fucking thing to be done. I don't want to wait. I want it done. I want it done now. I don't want to go to Hawaii with an extra 20 pounds on me cos I'm not gonna be wearing a bathing suit looking like this. Are you kidding me?? Uh, no. Not gonna happen. It's all my insurance's fault cos they won't cover it. So I have to go through the Cook County Hospital. Can't go through a nice private surgeon who can do whatever. Cos that costs $20,000. I'm so fucking pissed off right now, I don't even know what to do. I like, almost just want to be like fuck it. Take off the braces and I'll have a retainer for the rest of my life and try to go on a diet now and lose all the extra weight. Fucking hospitals. alskjdghpaeoiruerojg;aeo'eog

ETA: And we're back on for June 18th....

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Is it wrong that I'm hoping so? Hehe. :-)